Self Conflict

by superlunar

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1.
Jaded 03:11
I've seen it all before And I know I'll see it all again And I'd give anything just To feel what it's like to really be alive I'm totally done Oh how could I give a shit I used to feel some magic But now it's just loss, grief and sadness and depression I'm lost Who saves Our souls We found love Just not In this life Sad to see All the things We once knew Float away Like our dreams In the night I'm jaded and tired I'm so dead and exhausted I think about giving up like every single day It's a curse to feel this way So much pain On my heart On my heart On my heart On my heart On my heart On my heart On my heart
2.
Balance 04:50
I'm living with addiction I'm fighting it right now And no one could help me quit if they tried I have to do the work myself My heroes Did the same thing And I can't lie I want that life I've lived through Plenty of downfalls And I survived Well I'm alive I've gotta play hard To keep it moving To keep things light At least some of the time I'm trying to find a balance in life It's better than it was I've had to learn the hardest ways But I'm grateful to have learned I've got my own Problems feeling the way I want And the heartache took my soul Now I'm just squeezin what I can from life alone Won't know the reason until I'm old My heroes Did the same thing Well how did that Turn out for them I know their stories I knew them back then And still I did The things I did I bet I'd almost Give it all up But I do fine Most of the time Well I'm not perfect But I have balance At least for now At least for now
3.
It's too late For apologies I'll be fine No thanks to you I'll remind you when it all comes back to me I will not forget the pain Where am I to go Where did my family go Where am I to go Where did my family go Where am I to go Where did my family go Where am I to go It's been so long Since all the problems began I can still Remember the argument that day I'll remind you when you try to shift the blame Make me your slave I cannot just look away Without saying something I hate What you have become My faith In you has been broken Now our family's broken And we'll never be the same Where am I to go Where did my family go Where am I to go Where did my family go Where am I to go Where did my family go Where am I to go Where am I to go Where am I to go Where am I to go Where am I to go Where am I to go Where did my family go Where am I to go
4.
Maybe You went away To leave it all behind you But lately I haven't been the same The loneliness surrounds me All day Ooo ooo Maybe You went away And left it all behind you To save me So I could finally get somewhere Cuz I thought you were the one Maybe Wasn't in the stars The fate it wasn't ours to have Maybe There's still a way For us to try again And I admit It's a long shot And honestly I'd given up But I thought you were the one Nowa Nowa All my hope was lost Washed up on the beach Knowing I was wrong But too caught up to see A year ago I asked to know the truth I feared the worst And now I'm forced to move on
5.
What's the part of me that can't relate Why am I so prone to running away Someone told me recently that Anytime you have to flee that Means that you are not quite feeling safe I'm running from what I think These people are judging me by I had to run away and hide Now I'm very very lost I'm sorry for when I break It happens like all the time I have to go run away and run away and hide Growing up I was a poster child Good in school and also in the Bible That's the thing that makes me weird I've had to spend more than 10 years at Trying to adjust and leave it behind Because I was in desperate times Because I had escaped I'm running from my old faith I was living such a different life I had to run away and hide Now I'm very very lost I'm sorry for what I said It was built up from over time I had to run away and run away and hide Oooooo Oooooo Oooooo Oooooo I'm running from what I think These people are judging me by I had to run away and hide Now I'm very very lost I'm sorry for when I break It happens like all the time I have to go run away and run away and hide

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released March 1, 2024

superlunar is:

Tyler - Guitar / Vocals
Kyle - Bass
Ty - Drums / Tambourine

All songs written by Tyler Volkmar and arranged by superlunar

Piano on "Where Am I To Go" by Ty Denstorff

Produced and mixed by Ty Denstorff

Mastered by James Plotkin

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