1. |
Jaded
03:11
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I've seen it all before
And I know I'll see it all again
And I'd give anything just
To feel what it's like to really be alive
I'm totally done
Oh how could I give a shit
I used to feel some magic
But now it's just loss, grief and sadness and depression
I'm lost
Who saves
Our souls
We found love
Just not
In this life
Sad to see
All the things
We once knew
Float away
Like our dreams
In the night
I'm jaded and tired
I'm so dead and exhausted
I think about giving up like every single day
It's a curse to feel this way
So much pain
On my heart
On my heart
On my heart
On my heart
On my heart
On my heart
On my heart
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2. |
Balance
04:50
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I'm living with addiction
I'm fighting it right now
And no one could help me quit if they tried
I have to do the work myself
My heroes
Did the same thing
And I can't lie
I want that life
I've lived through
Plenty of downfalls
And I survived
Well I'm alive
I've gotta play hard
To keep it moving
To keep things light
At least some of the time
I'm trying to find a balance in life
It's better than it was
I've had to learn the hardest ways
But I'm grateful to have learned
I've got my own
Problems feeling the way I want
And the heartache took my soul
Now I'm just squeezin what I can from life alone
Won't know the reason until I'm old
My heroes
Did the same thing
Well how did that
Turn out for them
I know their stories
I knew them back then
And still I did
The things I did
I bet I'd almost
Give it all up
But I do fine
Most of the time
Well I'm not perfect
But I have balance
At least for now
At least for now
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3. |
Where Am I To Go
03:56
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It's too late
For apologies
I'll be fine
No thanks to you
I'll remind you when it all comes back to me
I will not forget the pain
Where am I to go
Where did my family go
Where am I to go
Where did my family go
Where am I to go
Where did my family go
Where am I to go
It's been so long
Since all the problems began
I can still
Remember the argument that day
I'll remind you when you try to shift the blame
Make me your slave
I cannot just look away
Without saying something
I hate
What you have become
My faith
In you has been broken
Now our family's broken
And we'll never be the same
Where am I to go
Where did my family go
Where am I to go
Where did my family go
Where am I to go
Where did my family go
Where am I to go
Where am I to go
Where am I to go
Where am I to go
Where am I to go
Where am I to go
Where did my family go
Where am I to go
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4. |
Chandelier Pt. 3
04:59
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Maybe
You went away
To leave it all behind you
But lately
I haven't been the same
The loneliness surrounds me
All day
Ooo ooo
Maybe
You went away
And left it all behind you
To save me
So I could finally get somewhere
Cuz I thought you were the one
Maybe
Wasn't in the stars
The fate it wasn't ours to have
Maybe
There's still a way
For us to try again
And I admit
It's a long shot
And honestly
I'd given up
But I thought you were the one
Nowa
Nowa
All my hope was lost
Washed up on the beach
Knowing I was wrong
But too caught up to see
A year ago
I asked to know the truth
I feared the worst
And now I'm forced to move on
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5. |
Self Conflict
03:36
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What's the part of me that can't relate
Why am I so prone to running away
Someone told me recently that
Anytime you have to flee that
Means that you are not quite feeling safe
I'm running from what I think
These people are judging me by
I had to run away and hide
Now I'm very very lost
I'm sorry for when I break
It happens like all the time
I have to go run away and run away and hide
Growing up I was a poster child
Good in school and also in the Bible
That's the thing that makes me weird
I've had to spend more than 10 years at
Trying to adjust and leave it behind
Because I was in desperate times
Because I had escaped
I'm running from my old faith
I was living such a different life
I had to run away and hide
Now I'm very very lost
I'm sorry for what I said
It was built up from over time
I had to run away and run away and hide
Oooooo
Oooooo
Oooooo
Oooooo
I'm running from what I think
These people are judging me by
I had to run away and hide
Now I'm very very lost
I'm sorry for when I break
It happens like all the time
I have to go run away and run away and hide
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